November 2, 2023…one of the hardest days of my life. The day everything changed. The day my world fell apart.
It’s been two years without you…and I still don’t understand why.
You were my world. You were everything to me.
That day, I tried everything I could to save you.
And I still blame myself so many times for not being there in time.
I’m so sorry I couldn’t. I would give anything to have you here with us again. That pain never goes away.
Life without you has been unbelievably hard. Some days I feel like I’m losing my mind, because I still talk to you as if you’re right here. I hear your voice in my head, I hear what you’d say…then I answer, like the conversation is still happening.
Maybe that’s what grief does when love is that deep.
Maybe that’s how I keep going without you.
I miss you so much, and I will love you forever, Larry.
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